That's still alright

‘’Everything’s going to be fine’’

..I just said to myself as I saw the shock of mine. And now I have to be professional while been ask to do talk in front. It feels like the braveness I’ve collected from the previous semesters has gone. It’s gone!.. But I’ll be trying to get some strength while acts like the time don’t exist. But deep in my heart, something trapped and I was like, I must get a knife to take it out.

But in the meantime, I know why is this to be happen, I know why I must face the past. I’m not that strong and this is how I will work to be strong, as a weak women. I recognize everybody’s faces, they just like ‘’how can both of them face this, let us see till the last’’ For the first time, we’ve to give speech, twice. And I felt like nothing. And ‘’ oh, that was good’’ surely I can’t believe that was me. I don’t feel embarrassed, I’m not afraid. I’m cool and steady. I enjoy it.

But I can’t expect what will happen in the future. How we will work in group? Meeting? Oh my..I’m surely feels awkward. But what I have to do. Whatever it takes, I’ll just take it. I’m fine. So do him.