Future

Assalamualaikum
Now, what are you saying
I'm seeing the sun brighter, like something has come through me and stucked, never get out and feel like never letting it out..

Meanings, they are happy moments, come to me suddenly and recently, with..I don't know and maybe someone would know.

The feel I never gone through before, and I even need more, they are getting more, these unexpected feelings, makes the sun brighter??hah!

Well, actually I'm telling that I am happy this moment. But I do have some kind of overwhelmed and why is it? That feel sits in a corner, deep in my dark red heart,why is it? And I'm now involve in this two great feelings?

There are so much question that could not be done, playing in this mind, never able to get rid of them.
We're talking about the future actually, how would my future to be? Is it going to be late as I want to fulfil all my  wishes, my wanting, all I think I need. Did the future are able to wait..for me?
I'm just a....

Out of the wits